Sirius Black:
He stands out in a crowd, that's for sure! He's
been acclaimed for being wonderfully handsome
with long dark hair that made the girls swoon.
You must like the bad boys, because he and
James are always causing trouble!


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footprints in the sand
Monday, June 30, 2003



Sirius Black: my preference shows
through...obviously, the perfect man. Sexy,
tough, caring, capable...what more could you
want?


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gosh. i jus did it w.o knowin hu are e suspects. and damn. its makin me cry again.

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Sunday, June 29, 2003



!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You totally know evey little freakin' detail of
book 5!


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01] she hurts: deep down
02] she loves: to fly
03] she hates: the fact that he died
04] she cries: when she is accused
05] she fears: to lose someone
06] she hopes: to change the world
07] she saddens: when shes alone
08] she feels alone: late at night
09] she kills: with her mind
10] she talks: when she is happy
11] she listens: to herself
12] she breaks: her own heart
13] she sees: a light at the end of the tunnel
14] she smells: flowers
15] she tastes: water
16] she works: on mending herself
17] she remembers: the smiles from the past
18] she holds: herself together
19] she hides: her feelings
20] she prays: for peace
21] she walks: alone in the tunnel
22] she drives: her bike 'round and round
23] she reads: harry potter and the order of the phoenix
24] she burns: everything she touches
25] she breathes: once a million years
26] she plays: with her blog
27] she misses: her bed
28] she touches: the book
29] she learns: to accept death
30] she feels: lost
31] she knows: that she'll find her way
32] she said: love is the greatest magic of all
33] she dreams: of the dark corridor with a single door
34] she has: herself
35] she wants: to be someone else
36] she falls: and she learns to pick herself up
37] she waits: for the days to fly by
38] she needs: you
39] she lives: for herself
40] she wishes: for the green meadow with dancing daffoldils
41] she wakes: and she falls back asleep
42] she sleeps: late at night
43] she looks: like she needs a makeover
44] she steals: feelings

THREE THINGS I LOVE
01 god
02 myself
03 people around

THREE THINGS I HATE
01 losing someone
02 to cry
03 to hurt

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
01 why i am me
02 what am i doing here
03 my feelings

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
01 handphone
02 cup of water
03 twelfth night

THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW
01 typing
02 listening to music
03 prodding my own feelings

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
01 change the world
02 brighten someone's day
03 read finish the harry potter series

THREE THINGS I CAN DO
01 smile
02 hug
03 fly

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
01 gullible
02 irritable
03 impatient

THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS
01 fat
02 ugly
03 fat

THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO
01 draw
02 study
03 fly

THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO
01 your own heart
02 the little voice in your head
03 songs with good meanings

THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER
01 heavy metal
02 the devil in your head
03 songs that sound awful and have no meaning

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
01 damn
02 shit
03 chill

THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS
01 mushroom soup
02 my mother's cooking
03 ice

THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY
01 water
02 ice
03 water

THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN
01 to fly
02 to draw
03 to love my enemies

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID
01 bambi
02 dumbo
03 little mermaid

THREE SHOWS YOU WATCH NOW
01 harry potter
02 roswell
03 friends

THREE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS
01 god
02 myself
03 all my friends

THREE OF THE BEST SONGS
01 bangles-eternal flame
02 andy hui- lian ai pin lu
03 jolin tsai- bu la ge guang chang

THREE OF THE BEST MOVIES
01 Waterworld
02 Terminator
03 A.I

THREE THINGS YOU WISH THEY KNEW
01 i need guidance
02 i need a shoulder to lean on
03 i need help

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU CRY
01 lost
02 accuse
03 getting hurt by those i love

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU SMILE
01 my dog
02 friends that smile
03 harry and every other related thing

THREE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU LAUGH
01 my dog
02 my father doing/saying silly things
03 my button quail peeping at me from the bottom of the cage


THREE WISHES YOU WOULD MAKE
01 world peace
02 that others are as fortunate as i am
03 that all can smile


footprints in the sand
Thursday, June 26, 2003




in the loving memory of sirius black, who died in a brave battle against voldermort.he will remain the hero in all our hearts. rest in peace. " You think the dead we have loved ever truly leave us?" Dumbledore [ Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban ]

footprints in the sand
Sunday, June 22, 2003



im stunned. totally. i jus finished reading it. and all i can sae is dat its so unexpected and its fantastic. i wld sae its e best in e series. serious. damn. jus sayin serious makes me tink of sirius. and darn it. im so brokenhearted and sad. man im at e brim of tears. he died. he died. jus poof! and he's gone. i dun believe it. reali. J.K.Rowling deserves some great credit for all. she's weaved dis great story and out of nowhere everythg happens. i strongly strongly encourage all to read Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix its. great.

footprints in the sand
Saturday, June 21, 2003



hi pot here... helpin tockz post the followin msg in my own words tt is... *smirk*

she will not be updating this blog till she finish reading Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix at lease 1 time... so hehe keep checkin!!!

on the phone w her now... n she's addin butterflies in to my near.. no bloted tummy... Kettle! ur not helpin!

footprints in the sand
Friday, June 20, 2003



im prayin todae will fly fly fly by.heart's gettin reali jumpy... like its goanna pop out anisecond. im goin down to suntec *hurray* to collect my book. tomorrow. isn't dat lyk jus great. *bam bam. bam bam* can hear my heart beating alreadi. im tryin to find a way to go down at say by 6am tmr? or mebbe not. dunno larhx. see how. i tink my mom will slaughter me if i wake up @ 4am. dats a duh. tryin to do 12th nite hols homewk now. it's like shit. damn. hate it. and how e hell am i suppose 2 do wif all my insides jiggling lyk nobodie's business. forget it. i cant do anythg now. i love you.

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footprints in the sand
Tuesday, June 17, 2003



my heart is beating faster and faster everidae as saturdae draws closer. everi single time i look at the countdown, which is pretti often, my heart gives this crazy leap! so excited. rumors are flying and filling the air 'round me already. which onli urges me on. sheesh. trying to keep myself busy from day to night. so that at least the days will pass faster. if not all my days are so going to waste cos i cant seem to concentrate on anythg else. been going out qt alot dis couple of days. coming home late too. and i haf dis recent obsession wif concentrating on my work and losing weight. im reali quite determined. i shall succeed. i tink on sat, i will ask my dad to drop me at the MRT station den i will jus take MRT down to suntec to collect my book. den i will come baq, den bury my nose in it all the way back. i wanna take a cab but ltr kana scolding for being lazy again then die. sighs. den i shall read it till tution which is at... 4? 5? bleahs. dunno larhx. will finish it in that day, den pass it over to my sis, den to my brother who recently got hooked on harry potter. under strong influence of me and wanxin of cos. we've got a long list of work to finish. did anione notice that? sighs. i wanna doll now. but no inspirations and deres some friggin problem wif my mouse and it cant move properli. *swears*

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jus came baq frm cyclin. and itx 9.18 in e morning now. pissed wif sumthg now. grrx. i din eat dinna last nitex. had dis friggin hurricane of a headache and den jus wen 2 slp aft a panadol at lyk 8.30pm. slp till 8 ++ in e morning todae. feeling v. awake now. qt larhx. den i ate onli a banana fer breakfast yum. dat was good. and soya bean. hmm. and YAY! my tv set is finallie coming todae. hip hip hurray! im so excited lehx :D finallie a tv.and den oso e countdown is 6 now... heex. :D goodie moodx. hmmx. starting to feel a lil hungry now. shall go and get sumthg to eat in a while. but onli in a while. i feel lyk reading ff lehx. but dunno wad 2 read bout. jus wanna fly!! mebbe i shld go baq 2 slp. *deep in tout* nahx. slping makes me FAT. as if im not fat enuff liaox. lalala. blabbering todae. duno wad 2 blog oso. jus feel lyk typin... e typin mood now. *wink* i shall jus go surf e net den....

footprints in the sand
Saturday, June 14, 2003



hais. jus realised dis reali saddening thg dat reali dampens my mood. e us fans are goin 2 get e book much earlier den us!! 1st dey get it on 12.01am on june 20 den we can onli get it on june 21 7.01am. 2nd deir time is earlier den ours! so even though MY countdown says 9 days, its actuallie erm...10 days and dunno how mani hrs.
*heart ache* swearing my head off. hais. nvm borrowed e 4 hp books again. i mus reali get down to buyin e books. jus dat i seem to haf dis new obsession of savin money and is alwaes v. unwilling to part wif it. HEY! im weird alrite. oh and jus remembered my dream last nite after tokin to my sista. i was lyk at home. den my dad came home frm dunno where. den he drop dis thick bloo book on e table in front of me. den it turned out to be american version of harry potter and e order of the phoenix. den i flipped open e front page and started readin. and ahh! u noe e real one's suppose to begin wif "the hottest day of the summer" thgie rite. den it turned out to be sumthg else. lyk dunno wad. so annoying! ahh. great. now i sound lyk dat pot. *points to pamelapot* but it was qt saddening reali. aniwaes. read 2 nice historical romances dis 2 daex. white knight and white mist. *smacks e smirking pot on e head* yells: so wad if is ur book. hrmphx. i tout dat white mist was nicer. din reali get e end of coz. but dun lyk e themes of betrayal sumhow. im jus some naïve ger tinking e world is beautiful and is ready to embrace e entire world wen a spear shoots out and pokes at me in e heart. sumthg lyk dat. i tink im reali naïve somehow. i seem to think dat i can trust everione. hais. noeing im goanna be hurt real bad one dae. but seriously i tink i'll rather be naïve den scheming and blah. watched wad a ger wants dat dae wif caroline nat kow valerie feli. betta den i tout. in fact it was great. its lyk real sweet and mushy. haha. u ppl shld go catch it. and Ian is damn it cute. i mean lyk not reali as cute as erm draco and such but well hes reali great. at least he's sweet. draco aint sweet. *daydreaming* heex. i tink amanda bynes has nice hair. *tuggin at own ugly hair* so mani shades of brown and blond. *prayin fer pretti hair lyk hers* but den i tink e main thg bout e movie was dat it tells us not to wish and hope for fame and accept e pains dat come wif it instead be urself for ur own sake and dun change urself and make urself unhappie jus to become wad others expect u to be. *marvels at own speech* ian said dis sweet thg to dephne: why try to fit in, when you were born to stand out ? and if u're just 2 free, u mite try dis site currency converter u can go currencies dere and den change spore dollars to us dollars den change it to wizard money. kinda cool. but since i onli haf 1 sing dollar, i onli haf bout sae 6 sickles? winks.

footprints in the sand
Wednesday, June 11, 2003



feeling rather happie now. dis is another dae of fun fun and fun. finallie e long awaited hols are here. even if its fer onli 3 wks but since i desprately need a break so no shit. den e exams are over, leavin me filled wif joy. even though i scrooed up fer everythg but still its time to party! the exams are over! *whoa hoa* yesterdae was reali farnie. we were playin 7-up and den dere was sum reali weird forfeits. haha. den sumbodie suggested readin mercy by julie garwood. e sex part as forfeit. so selene had 2 read , accompanied by carolyn's action. den it was lyk ahahah wad e shit kinda thg. and now we now lari's and valen's has a thg fer sexual books. ahah. it was crazy manx. dun u jus luv e times in sch. todae is betta den ani other normal saturdae morn i think. we slp till pretti late. den wen 2 eat prata fer breakfast.den wen ard walkin. my dad and i were lookin fer a guitar e strummin kind but den cld not get a suitable one. den we went bugis and walked ard my friggin sis bout a bag and a tee and dunno wad and i got nuthin! sad. i was tryin on dis nice tank den it was too tite fer me. and damn scrooed up. *pattin fat tummy* so officially frm todae onwards im goanna go on a diet. im goin swimmin and workin out at e club tmr. *yeahhoo* i jus love it dere. den on mebbe mondae or tuesdae i mite go wif lari and janice to pot's house to use her gym. den im goin to buy dat nice wave hoop dat everione except me seems to haf. so now itx officially dietin time. i muz lose ard 2 to 3 kg. perhaps i'll becom liter den my sista! *muahahhaha* and i shall go out shoppin which jus happens to be v. goot exercise wif e correct shoes. and providing dat i dun snack along e way. i shld go wif my mom. we always walk more den we stop. i mean lyk duhx. and also since my mom is such a health food fanatic she wun lemme snack which is another bonus pt fer me *DING!* and she can also pay fer my stuff. jus love spending her money *heex.* i was goin to get a tv todae. but den dere wasn't any parking space in thomsan plaza. i was goin to look at e best denki dere. but dere was a long queue. so we jus forget it. *yippess* its fanfic time. *yay*

footprints in the sand
Saturday, June 07, 2003



damn. once again. i spelled my code wrongly and guess wad happens. nevermind.

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Wednesday, June 04, 2003




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hais. i tink i din reali do as well as i kinda expected fer e chem paper. i was hopin dat i wld do well. my dad's kinda expecting my L1R5 to be 25. sounds pretti lousie. but i duno if i can even reach dat. im juz plain stupid. hais. i realise im always soundin so depressed in my post. mebbe its juz a kinda emotion dat makes me wanna blog. hu noes. yea. todae is another of those daex i wasted awae again. i dunno y. but its 2.30 now and need i remind u dat i got home at 9.30? yea. went cyclin ate some stuff and been surfin e net since den. once again. my favourite fanfic marauder chronicles updated. leavin me at a cliffhanger where james yelled at lily. and told her not to study and instead stay at home and take care of harry. fine dats not e way it was suppose 2 sound lyk james is expecting a great housewife out of her but yea dats e main points. it sounded much nicer comin frm james. aniwae. my grandma's bdae was yesterdae. den i spend e whole dae dere till 6++ by e time i started goin thru my wk it was 8.30. and wif distractions lyk george of the jungle playin outside, sorcerer's companion [cherie's] lyin in my room... well it was kinda painful. but yea. it was nice wif my cousins again.and my grandma was happie. so dats e point. my grandad is all blur blur and sad to sae kinda 'retarded' now. old age. he's lyk 89 if im not wrong. so wad more can i sae. dey sae in chinese papers dat it is confirmed dat dere is no cho chang in harry potter 3 movie. sighs. and no quidditch too. im reali sad. e quidditch match is kinda significant coz itx e first glimpse of harry's patronous. e director probably decided dat i was too hard to make a silvery shadow in the morning. and we was suppose 2 see sirius lookin at harry fly. sighs. how i wish i was e director. i tink my lifes rather plain and boring. ppl haf fun and haf a life. i kinda feel dat i dun. nvm. i will learn to appreciate it one day. but probably not before im on my death bed. im babblin again. i tink im not reali suited for blog. dollin is more me. i can express myself more i tink. but nuthin can be done now at least. so i shall jus leave it as it is. lockin e doors to my life and throwin away e keys. till e day i find e keys.Good Day

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Monday, June 02, 2003




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