blah blah blah. i scroooed up my mid-terms lyk nobodie's business. told my dad dat i wld pass my overalls fer mid term. he said i betta and dat i shld do sumthg bout my grades. even though i din tell him dat i failed everythg wif e exception of eng, chi and the unknown yet social studies. i hope i pass social studies. or im so dead. i seriously din dare let him see it. i told my tutor though. dat i flunked e 4 subjs. he takin me. and all he said was hmm. u're results are qt constant. wadeva. i wish he wld jus yell at me and force me to do sumthg
real instead of making me do e baq of everi chap in e txt bk. dat sucks totallie. i need to
train my brain.
constant vigilance! dat was e onli useful thg mad-eye moody ever said. and i gained weight and dat added to my
thgs i failed in pile. aint dat jus great. feel lyk slamming e door now. but not a best choice cos my parents and brother is slping. and if i jus do dat i wld probably get murdered by my mom in a min's time and dat is providing my brother dun get down and strangle me first. i tink im scrooing up my life. but e blardie shit thg is dat i need motivation to get good results and lose weight. good results -> get my mom to yell at me. sumthg she gave up 2 yrs ago. den perhaps i can prove to her i can get great results and mebbe den work harder. and losing weight -> how bout get sumone. nono. get a whole gang of pple to tell me im
fat, fat and FAT . mebbe i wld get sad and den exercise this fat ass off. ppl always sayin dat i got fatter but am not fat now. great. wads dat suppose 2 mean. so it boosts my
humungous ego and i cont'd eating lyk a pig. and im so blardie stressed agn. i haf so many thgs to do and so lil' time. 1st. i haf 2 get li-hsing's present wif erm steffi and cherie and pot and dunno hu else. seriously cant remember. and we need 2 get it by e 26th. den. i haf to get my senior's farewell presents and dat i cant drag and haf 2 gif dem by 1st august. its e whole art's present towards dem and if i waste time im goanna get killed. bleahs. and den we haf 2 do a logo design for art club. and den pass e logo to e sec 4 commitee so dey can do e tee-shirt. bleahs. my life suck big time.