Red roses were her favorites, her name was also Rose.
And every year her husband had sent them, tied with pretty bows.
The year he died, the roses were delivered to her door.
The card said, "Be my Valentine," like all the years before.

Each year he'd sent her roses, and the note would always say,
"I love you even more this year, than last year on this day."
"My love for you will always grow, with every passing year."
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

She thought, "He'd ordered roses in advance before this day."
Her husband could not have known, that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early; way before the time.
Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
And then she sat for hours, in her husband's favorite chair;
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
And then she sat for hours, in her husband's favorite chair;
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
And then she sat for hours, in her husband's favorite chair;
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

She trimmed the stems, and placed them in a very special vase.
Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
And then she sat for hours, in her husband's favorite chair;
While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there.

A year went by, and it was hard to live without her mate.
With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate.
Then, the very hour, as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang, and there were roses, sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in, and then just looked at them in shock.
Then, went to get the telephone, to call the florist shop.
The owner answered, and she asked him, if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her, causing her such pain?

"I know your husband passed away, more than a year ago,"
The owner said, "I knew you'd call, and you would want to know."
"The flowers you received today, were paid for in advance."
"Your husband always planned ahead, he left nothing to chance."

"There is a standing order, that I have on file down here,
And he has paid, well in advance, you'll get them every year.
There also is another thing, that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card ... he did this years ago."

"Then, should ever, I find out that he's no longer here,
That's the card ... that should be sent, to you the following year."
She thanked him and hung up the phone, her tears now flowing hard.
Her fingers shaking, as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card, she saw that he had written her a note.
Then, as she stared in total silence, this is what he wrote ...
"Hello my love, I know it's been a year since I've been gone,
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome."

"I know it must be lonely, and the pain is very real.
For if it was the other way, I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life.
I loved you more than words can say, you were the perfect wife."

"You were my friend and lover, you fulfilled my every need.
I know it's only been a year, but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy, even when you shed your tears.
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years."

"When you get these roses, think of all the happiness,
That we had together, and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will.
But, my love, you must go on, you have some living still."

"Please ... try to find happiness, while living out your days.
I know it is not easy, but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year, and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered, when the florist stops to knock."

"He will come five times that day, in case you have gone out.
But after his last visit, he will know without a doubt,
To take the roses to the place, where I've instructed him,
And place the roses where we are, together once again."

~by PoppyK1@aol.com ~

footprints in the sand
Sunday, August 31, 2003



ytd was t-cher's dae. and also e 70th anniversary dinna. da food wasn't very satisfyin sad to sae. and even a lil' depressing. sighs. nevermind. slpt till 12+ this morning. yum. nice. once and always and something wonderful by judith mcnaught is darn good. honestly. full of sweetness and innocence. sighs. sweet as candy. u peeps should chk out this site its reali cool. dere are names and their meaning in different cultures and its real cool. i love the name shayla. it means palace or sumthg in celtic. sweets. lalala. having another horrible hand-ache. growing pains. grrs. :D nuthing much to saes liaos. love you all


which marauder are you?
quiz made by robyn and angie.

and well. as usual, i cldn't help it.

footprints in the sand
Saturday, August 30, 2003



e trip to rivervalley high yesterdae was a great disappointment. we were expecting a bigger audience fer e ipw presentation. it ended up wif onli a single class which was abt 36 pple as audience. still.. wad can i sae? den i cut my hair todae. looks horrible! my normal stylist went fer maternity leave. so someone else cut my hair. and it looks horrid. hrmphs. went out wif parents todae. hmms. went to taka to get my mum's clay pot. den wen to paragon to get my hand bag and shoes fer e 70th anniversary dinna. e heels are one size too big. but dat was their smallest size and dey didn't haf e stock anywhere else. so well. stuck with it. i miss everythg. real bad. i've been real busy. i need more time... 2 turns each day will do it. nvm if u dun get wad im tryin to say. :D its onli e selected few dat will understand.

footprints in the sand
Friday, August 22, 2003



oh yar. special thanks to pot who has been encouraging me a lot dis 2 daes. thanks ger :D

footprints in the sand
Saturday, August 16, 2003



jus came home from selling flags. mmms. it was pretti normal aniwaes. currently in a phase of pretti normal lives. i failed my trigo common test. e one i predicted i wld pass. e one i was puttin so so much hopes on. and i failed. was in a horrid horrid mood dat dae. den im goanna flunk my chem test oso i expect. nv did a test wif so much blanks in my head. i knew how to do everythg e dae b4. den on e dae itself, i forgot every lil' bit of shit. currently in deep tout of wad i shld wear fer 70th anniversary dinner. i mite jus wear my black shirt and a skirt. den jus add a brite tie or scarf? yucks. to it. to bring out e colour. i wld prefer to get a nice kinda skirt. was tinking of those indian sari dat kinda clothe kinda skirt. above knee. dat'll be nice wif my black top. hmms. *in deep tout* sighs. feeling alone. real alone. i need you all Made a bit of alterations to my bloggie. :D iloveyou



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squeals- im worried bout my lil' birdie. dis poor lil pooty sparrow jus learnt to fly and den i tink it cant get baq to da nest. e last time i chked. e mommie birdie was ard. den i tink da baby still cldnt get baq home. poor babie. sighs. im prayin hard hard fer e baby birdie now. i christianised it James it jus came to my mind.

lord, you take care of all of us and the animals all ard. pls watch over dis lil' baby and alwaes be wif him. amen.

hrmphs. its impt. dat u pray kaes. muacks muacks muacks. my lil' baby is in good hands.

footprints in the sand
Tuesday, August 12, 2003



yumms. jus woke up so good. todae morning wen sch den got lame lame performances and blah. but.... once agn our class outshone all da other classes... and we got best dressed/ coordinated class for sec 3! haha. so proud of good ol' diligence! we wore shiny red and silver tinsil on our hand. those peeps wif long hair put it on their hair. qt cute reali. 1030 we left school. den janice wasn't feeling well so she went home. yups. and e 5 of us went taka. so we walked ard abit cos crystal jade wasn't open yet. den at 1130 we wen dere to eat. yum yum. ate la mian and xiao long bao. qt funnie. we kept taking chilli frm carolyn's horribly hot noodles to eat with ours. e xiao long bao was nice. yum. aft dat me and feli bout some cute stuff toys fer e seniors. tout of how to 'present' it liaos. its goanna be lyk e 'main dish' but will haf other stuff. [which i tout of on e way baq home] (: den we walked ard taka somemore and at everiwhere we stop,nat and carolyn kept doin e 'disappearing act' so funnie. lyk look at sumthg fer 2 secs den turn ard and dey went missing. haha. val kinda 'scolded' them and den aft dat dey informed us wenever dey went to another shop. *pat head* good girls. wen heeren and dere were soo many pple couldn't see anythg. saw some ppl. and janice oso. den yups. we were bored by e crowd and jus went home. den i fell asleep wen i went home. my tutor jus called and sae he cant make it todae... so he coming tmr. yars. (: -iloveyou

footprints in the sand
Friday, August 08, 2003



todae was a normal normal kinda dae. collected art club funds and wasted another dae of my youth in school. yesterdae was a horrid kinda dae. i was alreadi sufferin frm 7 mosquito bites and a slightly ingrown toenail... but had to bang into adeline tan's head durin P.E lesson while we were playin soccer. den now i haf dis humungous bump on my head. i tink i mite haf a concusion. den i oso further injured my toenail so i had qt a bad time walking. its kinda painful. tmr's national dae. kinda looking forward to aft it. we're goin to be dismissed early. den me and val and feli and carolyn and nat kow... will probably go town and walk ard abit. den shall try to use dat oppurtunity to buy e sec4 farewell presents which i, unfortunately, have not bought. discovered a new pouch to keep my handfone in. wen to canteen todae and saw e mooncake skin pig. some kinda biscuit kinda thg. den it was in dis cute pinkie basket. so i bout it and ate e pig. den i used e basket to put my handfone in. looks qt retarded but i lyk e idea of it... qt cute... haha. and im totallie decidin wad to wear tmr. a real real waist-high (yuck) short white skirt. or a real real loose hipster white berms. so extreme. cant it be a mixture of both. if onli i had hipster white skirt. dat wld be nice. (:

footprints in the sand
Thursday, August 07, 2003



i've decided dat i love myself to e core. as in truly i do. its called self-obsession. hmms. feli passed her ingrown toenail disease to mua... so irritatin. now my toe v. pain. hees. feli i dun mean dat u're irritatin. hais. todae was a good dae. kinda nice easy goin kinda dae. lessons was pretti good larhs. but den got dis subsitute fer mrs hoo... gees. dun lyk dat sub. she sucks. no bodie was listenin. i completed my left-over bit of wk and drew abit and stoned abit.. lalala... such nice weather shld not be missed. its dat kinda cooling hmms... breath-takin kinda weather. my fav. kind. completed my KREACHER pronounced as cre-a-cher accordin to ms jeya. durin art todae. but i gave kreacher a scar across e eye. hope it means sumthg. sighs. i tink our class webbie qt sad lehs. nobodie visit one.... qt annoying sumtimes. pls be a enthu ger and go see our class webbie. andrea put so much effort den nobodie reali care. qt evil larhs. and me, jan and pot designed our own tee to send fer printing. qt exciting. i decided to haf a padfoot in front den copyrighted by marauders at da baq. perhaps i can put my name on e sleeve. kinda cool. and as jan said it personalises ur tee. ppl wld noe dat u made it urself not jus some plain ol' shirt dat u bout. qt true reali. i love me!!

footprints in the sand
Tuesday, August 05, 2003



yay! im finallie doin my first dolling project! feels lyk a first job! hees. im goanna make dolls of everione fer e avatars of the class webbie forum! so exciting. aft a long long decision i haf chosen e base and edited it and blah. now im goanna make a sample and den show it to andrea den she can tell me if e size is rite norts. hees. so exciting! fluid fusion was great yesterdae. i cant even decide my fav. cos everione was great!! i tink st nicks rock! so slack in sch yesterdae. durin chi we watched i not stupid good as usual. den in eng we watched daddy daycare tout it was qt ok larhs. not bad. budden not v clear and i kinda fell asleep. den i finished up abit more of maths homewk i owe wong. den yeps. qt a fruitful dae seriously. im drifting off once more to harry potter land. pardon me. `muacks

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