yay! christmas is coming! im so excited! (: thank you to all the kind sweet souls who went to sign my guestbook. and tag me of cos. thanks dears!! (: the xmas spirit is affecting me a lot!! i've been singing and prancing around for days. xmas songs are jus too sweet! (:
hmms. i miss all the people in school! miss seeing people having fun and working together!! yay! (: i think school is good for bringing people together!
i want my baby, baby
i want someone to love me someone to hold
maybe, maybe
we'll be all alone under the mistletoe
santa, can you hear me ?
i have been so good this year
and all I want is one thing
tell me my true love is here
he's all I want just for me- underneath my christmas tree
i'll be waiting here
santa that's my only wish this year
hmms. i miss all the people in school! miss seeing people having fun and working together!! yay! (: i think school is good for bringing people together!
i want my baby, baby
i want someone to love me someone to hold
maybe, maybe
we'll be all alone under the mistletoe
santa, can you hear me ?
i have been so good this year
and all I want is one thing
tell me my true love is here
he's all I want just for me- underneath my christmas tree
i'll be waiting here
santa that's my only wish this year
yay! i fixed up my guestbook. and my sister's jumping out from behind the wall like every few secs pretending she's a vampire. asshole! (: i burned a nice glittery cd todae!! yay. (: im crazy. just let me be! (:
im currently sitting in miss anthea quay's house. and rotting away drinking peach tea. sighs. my guestbook is totallie screwed!!! or maybe its jus that blardie signmyguestbook is scrooed. i was changing halfway and then... it cant link. so there's currently nowhere to type any message in the freaking guestbook. (: bleahs. bout a nice little bag todae!!! looks like harry's bag!!! -squeals- hahas. nevermind. and it can finally fit my books!!! yay. my arms can get a break from carrying all my files and books. (: doinkers. i am still bored
finally! my new christmas look is up. it is basically the same layout jus that i changed the color theme! and since im a complete html asshole i shall be happy with it! and i also haf to do something with the guestbook ...(: doinks!!!
pirates of the caribbean kicks ass. ahahahs. i love jack sparrow. doinks.
went out to play badminton with my family ytd. hmms. exercised a lot kaes! den went to lau pa sat [old market] and eat. yummy. the satay and the sambal stingray was good! -thumbs up- came home so late. then started reading ootp again. slept at one after reading the prophecy chapter. -chanting- harry! harry! (:
here's a funny story:
The following is an actual question given on University of Washington
chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the
professor shared it.
Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs
heat)?
Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas
cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed) or some
variant.
One student, however, wrote the following:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need
to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are
leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell,
it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls
are entering Hell, lets look at the different religions that exist in the
world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of
their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these
religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can
project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are
we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now,
we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law
states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the
same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added.
This gives two possibilities:
1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter
Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all
Hell breaks loose.
2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of
souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell
freezes over. So which is it? If we accept the postulate given to me by
Ms. Teresa Banyan during my freshman year, "...that it will be a cold day
in Hell before I sleep with you." And take into account the fact that I
still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then, #2
cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not
freeze.
the student received the only "A"
went out to play badminton with my family ytd. hmms. exercised a lot kaes! den went to lau pa sat [old market] and eat. yummy. the satay and the sambal stingray was good! -thumbs up- came home so late. then started reading ootp again. slept at one after reading the prophecy chapter. -chanting- harry! harry! (:
here's a funny story:
The following is an actual question given on University of Washington
chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the
professor shared it.
Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs
heat)?
Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law, (gas
cools off when it expands and heats up when it is compressed) or some
variant.
One student, however, wrote the following:
First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need
to know the rate that souls are moving into Hell and the rate they are
leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell,
it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls
are entering Hell, lets look at the different religions that exist in the
world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of
their religion, you will go to Hell. Since there are more than one of these
religions and since people do not belong to more than one religion, we can
project that all souls go to Hell. With birth and death rates as they are
we can expect the number of souls in Hell to increase exponentially. Now,
we look at the rate of change of the volume in Hell because Boyle's Law
states that in order for the temperature and pressure in Hell to stay the
same, the volume of Hell has to expand proportionately as souls are added.
This gives two possibilities:
1. If Hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter
Hell, then the temperature and pressure in Hell will increase until all
Hell breaks loose.
2. Of course, if Hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of
souls in Hell, then the temperature and pressure will drop until Hell
freezes over. So which is it? If we accept the postulate given to me by
Ms. Teresa Banyan during my freshman year, "...that it will be a cold day
in Hell before I sleep with you." And take into account the fact that I
still have not succeeded in having sexual relations with her, then, #2
cannot be true, and thus I am sure that Hell is exothermic and will not
freeze.
the student received the only "A"
Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
brought to you by Quizilla
ooh it sounds so nice! (:
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.
What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
brought to you by Quizilla
ooh it sounds so nice! (:
carolling practice was fun fun yesterday! we sang so much. and laughed a lot toos. hahahas. the teacher made us go individually and sing a very high part frm a song. i started 3 times but laughed 2 times away. bleahs. so embarassing. and my voice cracked and sounded v. disgusting. i think this project is good! it bonds us with the few people that came. go to now bat ytd. ahahs. she's nice. (:
had seriously weird dreams last night. i went to a friend's house. turned out to be my friend's sister who is also my sister's good friend. my sister was doing some funny thing to her friend. then i was scolding my friend for littering in her house. doinks. wads with that. then i discovered some history of s'pore. interesting. rather freaky part toos. then i dreamt that my little button quail was alive and about to die. den i made a nest for it. den it jumped out and got wet accidentaly. den someone told me to try putting her in the water. dunno wad for. and then she started breathing properly and turned into a fish! then i was crying away for some other thg and refused to talk to a lot of people. then some teacher with some classmates organised this weird thing in class and cheered me up. ahahas. i am crazy! (:
had seriously weird dreams last night. i went to a friend's house. turned out to be my friend's sister who is also my sister's good friend. my sister was doing some funny thing to her friend. then i was scolding my friend for littering in her house. doinks. wads with that. then i discovered some history of s'pore. interesting. rather freaky part toos. then i dreamt that my little button quail was alive and about to die. den i made a nest for it. den it jumped out and got wet accidentaly. den someone told me to try putting her in the water. dunno wad for. and then she started breathing properly and turned into a fish! then i was crying away for some other thg and refused to talk to a lot of people. then some teacher with some classmates organised this weird thing in class and cheered me up. ahahas. i am crazy! (:
Wonderful message to share when we think of GOD unconditional love
for us.
"Two Days We Should Not Worry"
There are two days in every week about which we should not worry,
two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One
of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, its
faults and blunders, its aches and pains.
Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in
the world cannot bring back Yesterday. We cannot undo a single act
we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is
gone forever. The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow
with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise
and its poor performance.
Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will
rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will
rise. Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to
be born.
This leaves only one day, Today. Any person can fight the battle of
just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of those two
awful eternities Yesterday and Tomorrow that we break down. It is
not the experience of Today that drives a person mad, it is the
remorse or bitterness of something which happened Yesterday and the
dread of what Tomorrow may bring. Let us, therefore, Live but one
day at a time.
A ninety-one year old woman died after living a long dignified life.
When she met God she asked him something that had long bothered her.
If Man was created in God's image, and if all men are created
equal, why do people treat each other so badly?
God replied that each person who enters our life has a unique lesson
to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn
about life, people, relationships and God. This confused the woman,
so God began to explain.
When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always
as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look
beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart. And
remove your own masks to let people know yours.
When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever.
Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might
lose it. And never, ever take your friends and family for granted
because today is the only guarantee you have.
When someone inflicts an injury upon you it teaches you that the
human state is a fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as
best you can, it's the only thing you are sure to have forever.
When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike.
When you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge
them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the
contents of their heart.
When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone
does not always mean that person will love you back. But don't turn
your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy
that one person brings will make up for all the past hurts put
together.
When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone
makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you
can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who
have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing we can do.
When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that resisting
temptation is Man's greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your
resistance against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded
with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the
temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.
When someone cheats you, it teaches you that greed is the root of
all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty
they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an
obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent
activities.
When someone ridicules you it teaches you that nobody is perfect.
Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do
not ever reject someone for imperfections over which they have no
control. Upon hearing the Lord's wisdom, the old woman became
concerned that there were no lessons to be learned from Man's good
deeds. God replied that Man's capacity to love is the greatest gift
he has. At the root of all kindness is love, and each act of love
also teaches us a lesson. The woman's curiosity deepening, God once
again began to explain.
When someone loves us it teaches us that love, kindness, charity,
honesty, humility, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the
evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one less evil deed.
Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and
evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough,
the power is too often abused.
When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or
coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love
or a harsh lesson of reality? When you die will your life have
resulted in more loving or hurting? More comfort or pain? More joy
or sadness? Each one of us has power over the balance of love in the
world. Use it wisely. Don't miss an opportunity to nudge the world's
scale in the right direction. Pass this lesson of love on to those
you love and to those you have hurt. For each person who receives
this, there will be a little less evil in the world and a little
more love.
GIVE LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY, FOR GOD'S GLORY.....
truly sort of meaningful. especially at this time of the year. for 'tis the season to be jolly.
for us.
"Two Days We Should Not Worry"
There are two days in every week about which we should not worry,
two days which should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One
of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, its
faults and blunders, its aches and pains.
Yesterday has passed forever beyond our control. All the money in
the world cannot bring back Yesterday. We cannot undo a single act
we performed; we cannot erase a single word we said. Yesterday is
gone forever. The other day we should not worry about is Tomorrow
with all its possible adversities, its burdens, its large promise
and its poor performance.
Tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. Tomorrow's sun will
rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will
rise. Until it does, we have no stake in Tomorrow, for it is yet to
be born.
This leaves only one day, Today. Any person can fight the battle of
just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of those two
awful eternities Yesterday and Tomorrow that we break down. It is
not the experience of Today that drives a person mad, it is the
remorse or bitterness of something which happened Yesterday and the
dread of what Tomorrow may bring. Let us, therefore, Live but one
day at a time.
A ninety-one year old woman died after living a long dignified life.
When she met God she asked him something that had long bothered her.
If Man was created in God's image, and if all men are created
equal, why do people treat each other so badly?
God replied that each person who enters our life has a unique lesson
to teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn
about life, people, relationships and God. This confused the woman,
so God began to explain.
When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always
as they seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look
beyond the masks people wear if you want to know their heart. And
remove your own masks to let people know yours.
When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever.
Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might
lose it. And never, ever take your friends and family for granted
because today is the only guarantee you have.
When someone inflicts an injury upon you it teaches you that the
human state is a fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as
best you can, it's the only thing you are sure to have forever.
When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike.
When you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge
them by how they look or act; instead base your opinion on the
contents of their heart.
When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone
does not always mean that person will love you back. But don't turn
your back on love because when you find the right person, the joy
that one person brings will make up for all the past hurts put
together.
When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone
makes mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you
can do is forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who
have hurt us is the most difficult and courageous thing we can do.
When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that resisting
temptation is Man's greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your
resistance against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded
with an enduring sense of satisfaction far greater than the
temporary pleasure by which you were tempted.
When someone cheats you, it teaches you that greed is the root of
all evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty
they may be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an
obsession with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent
activities.
When someone ridicules you it teaches you that nobody is perfect.
Accept people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do
not ever reject someone for imperfections over which they have no
control. Upon hearing the Lord's wisdom, the old woman became
concerned that there were no lessons to be learned from Man's good
deeds. God replied that Man's capacity to love is the greatest gift
he has. At the root of all kindness is love, and each act of love
also teaches us a lesson. The woman's curiosity deepening, God once
again began to explain.
When someone loves us it teaches us that love, kindness, charity,
honesty, humility, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the
evil in the world. For every good deed, there is one less evil deed.
Man alone has the power to control the balance between good and
evil, but because the lessons of love are not taught often enough,
the power is too often abused.
When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or
coincidence, consider what your lesson will be. Will you teach love
or a harsh lesson of reality? When you die will your life have
resulted in more loving or hurting? More comfort or pain? More joy
or sadness? Each one of us has power over the balance of love in the
world. Use it wisely. Don't miss an opportunity to nudge the world's
scale in the right direction. Pass this lesson of love on to those
you love and to those you have hurt. For each person who receives
this, there will be a little less evil in the world and a little
more love.
GIVE LOVE UNCONDITIONALLY, FOR GOD'S GLORY.....
truly sort of meaningful. especially at this time of the year. for 'tis the season to be jolly.
currently having cca and the ppl are not cooperative! -screams and pulls hair- sighs. the banner is still in the first stage of development and i feel tongue-tied. ahahs. jus now was too funnie. cai yu was trying to carry a huge bucket of paint out of the cupboard and it spilled all over her shoes! hehes. a hilarious sight seeing her standing with her shoes all yellow! hehes. (:
*caiyu* wad the hell lor!!! stupid damn yellow paint!!! now im gonna walk back home with squishy dilute yellow paint leavin behind pools as i walk... ARGH!!!! this juz proves tt women still need men to do all the damning manual work... bwahaha... thanks to all the men out there... we appreciate u so much... for all the wrong reasons.. HAHAHAHA... >,<
boinks. tocks is back!! i have to go paint the scrooed up banner liaos. (: busy busy dae. heees.
*caiyu* wad the hell lor!!! stupid damn yellow paint!!! now im gonna walk back home with squishy dilute yellow paint leavin behind pools as i walk... ARGH!!!! this juz proves tt women still need men to do all the damning manual work... bwahaha... thanks to all the men out there... we appreciate u so much... for all the wrong reasons.. HAHAHAHA... >,<
boinks. tocks is back!! i have to go paint the scrooed up banner liaos. (: busy busy dae. heees.
doinks. went out for lunch with the parents. ate teochew porridge. yum. the fish was good! finally found ppl who can cook good fish. doinkers. todae is supposedly my parents 19th wedding anniversary. cool. but my silly dad calculated it from the day they had their wedding dinner. so weird. they have been engaged for 21 years. hahas. christmas is finally coming again. so exciting. and im glad. very glad. i think time flies really really quickly. was flipping through some old photos yesterday. so many pictures of me around the house. then i tink back and realise that i've been living here for over 10 years already. such a long time and so many memories. sighs. i wish i can be young again. realise once again that the world and the people are really hypocritical. qt saddening really. i treasure all the honest voices that i hear. (:
ooh and if you ppl know any good xmas pop songs pls tell me yeahs. (:
ooh and if you ppl know any good xmas pop songs pls tell me yeahs. (:
happy bdae steffi!
happy bdae grace!
happy bdae grace!
boinks. at agri's house now.that silly girl tout that we were meeting at 1 instead of 12. so she wasn't ready and took cab over to her haus. she's suppose to pay for my cab fare.hrmphs. hahahs. and im being forced against my wishes to go watch a horror movie. -whines- dun wan. and im bored. entertating myself now.sighs. got baq my results ytd. my parents think that i shld work harder.as alwaes. bleahs. i tink im working v hard alreadi kaes.-puke-hahas. did alrites larhs. 5 subj passes!(: and overall 52.1%. could haf done betta but seeing the fact that i only study for lyk about 3 wks in the entire yr i shall let myself off. need to work harder nxt yr! (: doinks. sister got her wilbur autograph. boinks! i wanna fly fly fly!
just watched the Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban trailer its awesome!! so proud of harry potter. ahahs. go download it!
doinkers! yesterday i went for physics lessons in the morning. total waste of time other than the fact that i finished reading the entire cleo mag under the table. i want to get the anna sui gold glittery nail polish! its so pretty. but sadly im out of cash. then went to get present for val. got a ride from pam's mom to amk central and met jan realised there was no florist there so went all the way back to school and got val a bouquet. the florist was lousy! hrmphs. not that bad really. but she had bad color combination! who puts red roses with red wrapper then with pale green ribbons. so weird. she should have used a yellow wrapper. ahhas. anyway. then send it to val's house. i think that i am so nice! (: -thick skin- hahahs. today went for the batik course. it was... alrites. came up with a crappy thing cos i cldn't control the janti thing properli. the painting was fine i guess. could have done betta but i was lazy. was supposed to meet my parents for lunch but then they ate without me cos i was late. so ended up coming home to eat noddles! ahhas. think i piss pam to death by arguing with her that noddles are better that steak. but then seriously if you think about it, the manufacturing of noodles did not harm any animals. unlike steak.-glares. doinks. hahas. and my 'secret recipe' noodles turned out better than ever! maybe cos i added eggs and veggie. and sesame oil and pepper! (: yum yum. my cooking skills improved qt a bit! i love the milo i make. its the real secret recipe. it can be compared to the school's one! (:
tock's milo:
ingredients
- 1 heaped TABLEspoonful of nestle milo powder
- 1.5 TEAspoonful of condensed milk
- 3/4 cup of hot water
directions
- add the powder and condensed milk to a cup of water
- add in hot water and stir vigorously!
-note-
- do NOT add any more water especially cold water
- serve warm
hahas. that was crappy but fun! maybe i can go be a cook someday! (: now that's a new profession to consider! (: bleahs. jus realised my tongue is burned from the scalding hot noddles soup. (: -poor tongue-
just heard 2 really beautiful songs frm the secret garden album. song from a secret garden and nocturne.. they are really so peaceful and relaxing. sounds like the songs i heard from the snow queen movie. absolutely beautiful! i should go and get the album..
tock's milo:
ingredients
- 1 heaped TABLEspoonful of nestle milo powder
- 1.5 TEAspoonful of condensed milk
- 3/4 cup of hot water
directions
- add the powder and condensed milk to a cup of water
- add in hot water and stir vigorously!
-note-
- do NOT add any more water especially cold water
- serve warm
hahas. that was crappy but fun! maybe i can go be a cook someday! (: now that's a new profession to consider! (: bleahs. jus realised my tongue is burned from the scalding hot noddles soup. (: -poor tongue-
just heard 2 really beautiful songs frm the secret garden album. song from a secret garden and nocturne.. they are really so peaceful and relaxing. sounds like the songs i heard from the snow queen movie. absolutely beautiful! i should go and get the album..
happy belated bdae val!
eeks. recovering from after-fanfic effects. hahas. avid harry potter fans should check it out. beyond the veil its really good but then its remus sirius slash. quite freaky. -shivering- doinks. my stupid henna paint is not working! i tink it dried up and spoil liaos. had it since lyk sec1 and never use. sighs. lalalalaaa.
happy bdae tiffany!
yea. im baq blogging again. i wonder why. i saw a rainbow jus now! it totallie made my day. cos i was feeling really irritated by the things my mom said again. den went cycling. out of e bloo sky i saw this tiny rainbow that was hiding behind the gray cloud. so pretti. made me smile. but lyk 3 mins later when i cycled baq to the same spot i cldn't see the rainbow liaos. ): nevermind. all the same it made me feel happier. which is good. yea baby! doinks. i lyk to smile.(:
elvish name:Alassë Falassion
hobbit name:Prisca Bleecker-Baggins of Fair Downs
fairy name: Petal Goblinfrost
-She is a bringer of riches and wealth
-She lives in gardens and parks where almond trees and roses grow
-She is only seen during the first snow of winter
vampire name:Nokomis Papillon
-Known in some parts of the world as:
-Hero of The Gibbet Crossroads
hobbit name:Prisca Bleecker-Baggins of Fair Downs
fairy name: Petal Goblinfrost
-She is a bringer of riches and wealth
-She lives in gardens and parks where almond trees and roses grow
-She is only seen during the first snow of winter
vampire name:Nokomis Papillon
-Known in some parts of the world as:
-Hero of The Gibbet Crossroads
I AM: Huang Wanting
I WANT: to always always be happy
I HAVE: all that i want other than better grades!
I WISH: that everyone can co-exist and live peacefully with lotsa love
I HATE: people who talk like they are queen/king.
I MISS: all the oinky doinks people that i love
I FEAR: cockroaches
I HEAR: david tao from my computer
I SEARCH: for my direction in life!
I WONDER: if i'm goanna make it big in life.
I REGRET: not being happier in primary school
I LOVE: all the oinky doinks and my dear farm animals [ i am the farmer ]
I ACHE: in my legs
I ALWAYS: talk! and smile (:
I AM NOT: smart
I DANCE: when i jus feel lyk dancing! but i dance lyk an elephant
I SING: every single day esp when carolyn is around.
I CRY: when i dig into my memories, laugh too much, angry, confused and really sad [which is seldom]
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy.
I WRITE: when i do my work and when i feel lyk doddling and scribbling
I LOSE: my worksheets. i've lost my a maths,chem and chinese worksht in a week.
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: to lose weight!
I SHOULD: be exercising. ahahs. no larhs. answering my mom who jus hollered
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Yes Or No...
x. You keep a diary: a journal where i used to rite stuff i feel strongly about. and a blog! i do write private things in my blog. jus that i write in such a way that only i understand truly what i mean.
x. You like to cook: yar! but i never really had the chance to cook something like a meal. jus small stuff like eggs
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: of course! some things are not meant to be told..
x. You believe in love: i guess.. more of crushes?
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The weirdest person you know: pamela no one can beat her to it
The Loudest Person you Know: no doubt carolyn and steffi and my sister [can i count myself as loud?]
The Sexiest Person you Know: a bitch from church and janice? i dunno.
The Cutest Person you Know: steffi again and louie
Your closest friend(s): my boinky clique. and anthea and sister
The People that Knows the Most about you: sisterahahs. she's known me since she was born... 13 yrs. qt a long time.
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Do You...?
Have a(any) crush(es): had i guess. and i wld never tell anyone who (:
Want to get married: yea.. or mebbe i shld go be a sister/nun.
Get motion Sickness: nopes. totallie unaffected! -proud-
Think you're a health freak: compared to my frens yes. to my parents. nono.
Get along with your parents: most of the time. just that the last time i spoke to my dad i was screaming at him.
Like thunderstorms: sort of. its really comforting and i feel really safe if im under the covers
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NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown and black. my mom said i was born with reddish gold hair. [ mebbe im a natural blonde hahas ]
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown and with some red/gold/bronze strands. its natural alrites.
EYE COLOR: dark brown.
BIRTHPLACE: singapore my homeland!
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(FAVORITES )
NUMBER(s): 2,5 and lots of perfect nos.
COLOR(s): pink/purple/orange/blue/gray/black/white many many colors. depends on the shade really.
DAY(s): anyday is fine with me..
MONTH(s): december cos its nice and cooling and 2 extra pts-> my bdae and xmas [same day reali] and june cos its nice and warm and sunny!
SONG(s): i cant remember.
FOOD: anythg with lemon! dark dark chocolate. and ban mian and pasta. i love noodles.
SEASON: all the seasons are beautiful in different ways.
SPORT: screaming my head off. cycling and swimming jus that i dun swim no more
DRINK: ice milo. the school ice milo rocks
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( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: cuddle.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: hot chocolate!
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: dark chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate.
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( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? i got teary a little over some pics. [oinks]
HELPED SOMEONE? i hope so?
BOUGHT SOMETHING? fishballs+ meatballs thick beehoon soup. yummy.
GOTTEN SICK? nahs.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nah.
TALKED TO AN EX? no [does anyone realise i've got no ex. ahahs]
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? bloggie. (:
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? not today.
MISSED SOMEONE? i miss everybody
HUGGED SOMEONE? i hugged steffi so many times today!
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
FOUGHT WITH UR CAT? i dun haf a cat. and if i did i wun fight with that cute furball! (:
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finally finished it. was starting to get bored with it. aniwaes. chinese was boring and more boring as usual. we covered only one chapter in four hrs. how great. bahs. drew some tatooish thg on my hand during e lesson. someone said it looks lyk two sperms. wow. thanks. bahs. anyway i joined friendster so people you all can add me. (: love all of you to tiny bits-
I WANT: to always always be happy
I HAVE: all that i want other than better grades!
I WISH: that everyone can co-exist and live peacefully with lotsa love
I HATE: people who talk like they are queen/king.
I MISS: all the oinky doinks people that i love
I FEAR: cockroaches
I HEAR: david tao from my computer
I SEARCH: for my direction in life!
I WONDER: if i'm goanna make it big in life.
I REGRET: not being happier in primary school
I LOVE: all the oinky doinks and my dear farm animals [ i am the farmer ]
I ACHE: in my legs
I ALWAYS: talk! and smile (:
I AM NOT: smart
I DANCE: when i jus feel lyk dancing! but i dance lyk an elephant
I SING: every single day esp when carolyn is around.
I CRY: when i dig into my memories, laugh too much, angry, confused and really sad [which is seldom]
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy.
I WRITE: when i do my work and when i feel lyk doddling and scribbling
I LOSE: my worksheets. i've lost my a maths,chem and chinese worksht in a week.
I CONFUSE: myself
I NEED: to lose weight!
I SHOULD: be exercising. ahahs. no larhs. answering my mom who jus hollered
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Yes Or No...
x. You keep a diary: a journal where i used to rite stuff i feel strongly about. and a blog! i do write private things in my blog. jus that i write in such a way that only i understand truly what i mean.
x. You like to cook: yar! but i never really had the chance to cook something like a meal. jus small stuff like eggs
x. You have a secret you have not shared with anyone: of course! some things are not meant to be told..
x. You believe in love: i guess.. more of crushes?
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The weirdest person you know: pamela no one can beat her to it
The Loudest Person you Know: no doubt carolyn and steffi and my sister [can i count myself as loud?]
The Sexiest Person you Know: a bitch from church and janice? i dunno.
The Cutest Person you Know: steffi again and louie
Your closest friend(s): my boinky clique. and anthea and sister
The People that Knows the Most about you: sisterahahs. she's known me since she was born... 13 yrs. qt a long time.
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Do You...?
Have a(any) crush(es): had i guess. and i wld never tell anyone who (:
Want to get married: yea.. or mebbe i shld go be a sister/nun.
Get motion Sickness: nopes. totallie unaffected! -proud-
Think you're a health freak: compared to my frens yes. to my parents. nono.
Get along with your parents: most of the time. just that the last time i spoke to my dad i was screaming at him.
Like thunderstorms: sort of. its really comforting and i feel really safe if im under the covers
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NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown and black. my mom said i was born with reddish gold hair. [ mebbe im a natural blonde hahas ]
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown and with some red/gold/bronze strands. its natural alrites.
EYE COLOR: dark brown.
BIRTHPLACE: singapore my homeland!
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(FAVORITES )
NUMBER(s): 2,5 and lots of perfect nos.
COLOR(s): pink/purple/orange/blue/gray/black/white many many colors. depends on the shade really.
DAY(s): anyday is fine with me..
MONTH(s): december cos its nice and cooling and 2 extra pts-> my bdae and xmas [same day reali] and june cos its nice and warm and sunny!
SONG(s): i cant remember.
FOOD: anythg with lemon! dark dark chocolate. and ban mian and pasta. i love noodles.
SEASON: all the seasons are beautiful in different ways.
SPORT: screaming my head off. cycling and swimming jus that i dun swim no more
DRINK: ice milo. the school ice milo rocks
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( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT?: cuddle.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE?: hot chocolate!
MILK, DARK, OR WHITE CHOCOLATE?: dark chocolate
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? chocolate.
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( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? i got teary a little over some pics. [oinks]
HELPED SOMEONE? i hope so?
BOUGHT SOMETHING? fishballs+ meatballs thick beehoon soup. yummy.
GOTTEN SICK? nahs.
GONE TO THE MOVIES? nope
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? nah.
TALKED TO AN EX? no [does anyone realise i've got no ex. ahahs]
MISSED AN EX? no
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? bloggie. (:
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? not today.
MISSED SOMEONE? i miss everybody
HUGGED SOMEONE? i hugged steffi so many times today!
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? nope
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
FOUGHT WITH UR CAT? i dun haf a cat. and if i did i wun fight with that cute furball! (:
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finally finished it. was starting to get bored with it. aniwaes. chinese was boring and more boring as usual. we covered only one chapter in four hrs. how great. bahs. drew some tatooish thg on my hand during e lesson. someone said it looks lyk two sperms. wow. thanks. bahs. anyway i joined friendster so people you all can add me. (: love all of you to tiny bits-
What [Cakes] are you?
ahahs. did this test in the straits times too! (:
does anyone realise that i am a silly little idiot that cant read the beansprouts?
boinks. woke up so early today! went to macs for breakfast with the people (: and i ate so much! 1 hash brown, 1 cup of coffee, 1 sausage mcmuffin and 2 hot cakes. i gave away one cos i cldn't finish it. doinky. suffered through hours of lessons went for more lunch at macs. [yea again cos we were broke] and ate mcchicken. so fat! -pats tummy- i am putting on pounds. bad news. basically its a boiinngg boring day. so therefore this is a lousy post. but we had fun! sadly i have 4 hours of chinese tomorrow which just means that my day is going to be grreat. sighs. i really wanna pon it but my mom forbided me to. so shall have to live through the physical and mental torture. and you. you and YOU . yes that means you must sign my guestbook now!!! all of you! hees. -whines- please?
Are You Naughty or Nice?
jus came baq from my exercise!! i haf got a new dinosaur toothbrush that's pink with a purple grip and pink dots at places.[darlie triple brite] and a new pink toothpaste.[sensodyne original] and its all coincidental! how weird. and my silly sister and mother tout that i showered with my clothes on cos according to them, the moment i closed the door the water started running and the moment the water stopped the door opened! interesting. and my brother just yelled at me to shut up singing SHE's- superstar and disturbing his sleep. ahahs. silly family. i think that i am really satisfied with my life. even though my grades are lousy and i have lyk no social life and the occasional aches and hollow feeling take over my senses i can feel the warmth of it all. (:
had cca todae! i love all my art doinkies! especially e sec3 ppl!-muacks- they are really entertaining and helpful. and some of my silly juniors can be quite funnie. we did the souveniers today! we were really quite productive! yay!
ade the silly little piggy who is always slacking but really a very great art buddie!
cai yu my dear chairman who is the sweetest thing and nice to hug!
debbie the smartie thg that is so nice and great to be with and realli funkie!
feli alwaes so sweet and helpful! save me frm lots of problems and totalli wonderful!
sam she sacrifice so much for the cca! and really really nice!
sheryl one of the very few people that are still shorter than me! the typical small but mighty!
the above is in no order of merit. (: doinks. i am crazy!
had the most horrible exprience today. inhaled a deep breath of chloride gas! and it was not even on purpose. i carefully use my hand to fan a little towards me and whoa! i almost died. my face and eyes turned red instantly. the smell was so overpowering i felt like dying. gosh. it smells a thousand times stronger than swimming pool water! i will never smell anythg from the chemistry lab again. and mrs hoo says too much damages a person's health! -whines-
and the ammonia gas smell was all over the room. felt lyk i was in the toilet the whole time. -pinches nose- eww.
stinky.
now i shall be a good girl and go cycle off the fats i am about to consume for dinner. chicken rice! i really appreciate all the people who has made my hell of a life heavenly to live. i love you all-
ade the silly little piggy who is always slacking but really a very great art buddie!
cai yu my dear chairman who is the sweetest thing and nice to hug!
debbie the smartie thg that is so nice and great to be with and realli funkie!
feli alwaes so sweet and helpful! save me frm lots of problems and totalli wonderful!
sam she sacrifice so much for the cca! and really really nice!
sheryl one of the very few people that are still shorter than me! the typical small but mighty!
the above is in no order of merit. (: doinks. i am crazy!
had the most horrible exprience today. inhaled a deep breath of chloride gas! and it was not even on purpose. i carefully use my hand to fan a little towards me and whoa! i almost died. my face and eyes turned red instantly. the smell was so overpowering i felt like dying. gosh. it smells a thousand times stronger than swimming pool water! i will never smell anythg from the chemistry lab again. and mrs hoo says too much damages a person's health! -whines-
and the ammonia gas smell was all over the room. felt lyk i was in the toilet the whole time. -pinches nose- eww.
stinky.
now i shall be a good girl and go cycle off the fats i am about to consume for dinner. chicken rice! i really appreciate all the people who has made my hell of a life heavenly to live. i love you all-
i think u've yet to realise that every single word you say means alot to me and yes call me weak but i am hurt. i hate the fact that you used that attitude on me. man. i will not tolerate it. its time that i woke up from my dreams that are all so wrong.
maybe now i can finally stop it and quit thinking. it hurts. it really hurts.
maybe now i can finally stop it and quit thinking. it hurts. it really hurts.
doinks. when out after maths lesson to get stuff for the cca fair. bleahs. in the end we asked feli's dad to get it cos there wasn't stock that sort of thing. wasted my time walking ard. wanted to go to bugis... shall make someone go with me someday. i wanna get slippers! soft ones that are nice to walk in!! i saw this reali cute thg that reminded me so much of steffi. shall get it for her birthday. and i cldn't find cherry pig's present. didn't have stock. i owe my dear little sister a present toots. and val's bdae is coming up. therefore im seriously short on cash. shall have to find some way to get more money from my parents. legal ways of course.
there's little thing that keeps me from sleeping every night.
the little thing that makes me smile.
the little thing that gives me the strength to go on and live each day.
i believe that the little thing is you.
muahahs. tout this sounded reali reali cute. i should go be a poet or fill in the lyrics of song someday. boinks. the reali great song that keeps me singing the entire day.
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
the little thing that makes me smile.
the little thing that gives me the strength to go on and live each day.
i believe that the little thing is you.
muahahs. tout this sounded reali reali cute. i should go be a poet or fill in the lyrics of song someday. boinks.
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
why can't i speak whenever i talk about you
it's inevitable, it's a fact that were gonna get down to it
so tell me
why can't i breathe whenever i think about you
happy belated birthday cherie!
happy birthday sister!
darn. there's some weird problem with blogger. sighs. yesterday was really fun! i went to the party as a bumblebee ahahs. everyone looked really cute with their costumes! and we almost screamed the house down! teehees. doinks. another useless sunday spent bleahs. for the christmas carolling its goanna be damned funnie. -grins- we are going to suck. and someone wanted to sing songs lyk eat ya alive and change the lyrics. bleahs. nothing to do with me. school. tomorrow. damned it. ate spicy garlic chicken frm kfc just now. really hot and burned my stomach and mouth. -sizzling hot- its yummy good.
absence makes the heart grow fonder
happy birthday sister!
darn. there's some weird problem with blogger. sighs. yesterday was really fun! i went to the party as a bumblebee ahahs. everyone looked really cute with their costumes! and we almost screamed the house down! teehees. doinks. another useless sunday spent bleahs. for the christmas carolling its goanna be damned funnie. -grins- we are going to suck. and someone wanted to sing songs lyk eat ya alive and change the lyrics. bleahs. nothing to do with me. school. tomorrow. damned it. ate spicy garlic chicken frm kfc just now. really hot and burned my stomach and mouth. -sizzling hot- its yummy good.
absence makes the heart grow fonder
happy halloween everyone. fine halloween was yesterday but then who cares... and to me halloween is today! -smiles- this is supposed to be the first day of holidays but then there's so many freaking lessons i cant consider it anythg. candice is head prefect! so exciting. and the last express head prefect was in 1992. hmms. 11 years. cool :D
too much closeness brings people apart
too much closeness brings people apart