insecurities of a starfish

these 4 weeks cathechism class have been the best! in my entire life!!!
god loves me plenty!!! and i love him too!!! (: whee.

are you tired of chasing pretty rainbows

footprints in the sand Sunday, February 29, 2004

yesterday was a complete failure!
we spent ~~near 7 hrs on 4 quotes~~
did 4 quotes in 7 hrs. i have no idea how. (:
ingrid fell on her ass aft rocking on the chair
it was such a corny sight!!
woke all of us up.
but naturally we went baq to our open-eyed slping state in a while
we did silly things seriously.
laughing and laughing over every single thing.
i tink its a sign of too much stress.
physics test in the morning.
return of the maths paper
geography graded assignment
chinese test.
continuously.
all of us were serious brain dead.
and ocp had trng before she came.
she ended slping on the floor for a while.
hahah. (:
im in love with barbie collectibles.
they're so pretty!!!
so its another wasted day.

footprints in the sand Saturday, February 28, 2004

i cant breathe!! squashed to death by studying. ):
haf the feeling that i've been mugging for eternity.
me pam qian and kat were talking today.
and someone came up with e idea of writing a fic.
harry potter and im king of the castle cross over.
hehhs.
where hooper is a rising dark lord.
and kingshaw a wizard.
who didnt die.
he apparated leaving a transfigured corpse of himself.
ahhas. somethg like that.
sounds interesting! (:
volleyball kicks!!! yay.

footprints in the sand Thursday, February 26, 2004

i'm currently in a horrible state.
in a horrible dilema of dropping physics or not.
its dragging my grades down
and i jus have no possible way of studying it and getting it in.
but on second thought
it might be just purely because i havent tried hard enough
and i cant be bothered to listen.
if i screw up for chem during Os
i can simply die.
will end up in timbaktu jc.
hrmphfs.
i tried thinking seriously last night
but i fell asleep.
clearly i cant make a good decision.

bahhs. thats a depressing topic.
i have just realised that i love to argue.
and i like to win the argument.
i think ms nair got sick of me trying to debate with her the other day.
and screaming for her to come and judge
during the funny activity during lessons.
(:

we going to have an art club excursion soon!!
so exciting.
but the biggest problem.
we cant decide on where to go.
a bbq was suggested.
but there are some people who wont cooperate.
urghs. and disagrees with every suggestion
if you're so clever. come up with somethg.
-crucio!-

me and the nuttie nuttels went joggin after cca.
and they were so mean.
both have long long legs and just contd running though im laggin far behind.
and foo even screamed 'go wanting!' frm the art room
hrmphs. my sister came down to run the last round with me.
nice enough i guess.

footprints in the sand Saturday, February 21, 2004

thanks fer all the really thoughtful v-day presents.
they are all so sweet. [literally] and touched me deeply. (:
my dearest pig baby. [my hamster] rest in peace darling.
i love you forever and ever
tears cant show the pain
but your memory sits in my heart forever
if god chose to take you away
he will take care of you
rest in eternal peace
ilu*

i dont need a picture to remember how you look for it's already engraved in my mind and never to be erased

footprints in the sand Tuesday, February 17, 2004

say it isn't so
tell me you're not leaving
say you've changed your mind now,
that I am only dreaming,
that this is not goodbye,
this is starting over
say I'm not wide awake
if you wanna know
i don't wanna let go,
so say isn't so

miles and miles to go,
before I can say, before I can lay
my love for you to sleep
oh darling oh
i've got miles and miles to go,
before anyone will ever hear
me laugh again.

say it isnt so
a special song for a special day like vday

footprints in the sand Friday, February 13, 2004

sulks. this is going to be a lousy week.
i want to go shopping.
for a new tank and jeans.
and give myself a treat. the chain i've been eyeing.
hrmphs. but i cant.
my mom ignored me when i told her i wanted to go out on sat.
ignorance is bad attitude.
and on top of all lousy thgs.
i lost my voice. its cracked and low.
awful. this is like the topping with a cherry on top.
just that in this case its a rock cake topped with mustard and a earwax flavoured jellybean.
forgive my depressed rantings. i just plain detest being ill.
and my days will turn blue as my face becomes green.

go on celebrating your days.
h a p p y v a l e n t i n e 's d a y !

footprints in the sand Thursday, February 12, 2004

happy super belated bday feli!!
hehes. so sorry i complete forgot to put this up till now. too busy with work
happy bday louie!!
(: i'm so nice i remembered!

footprints in the sand Tuesday, February 10, 2004

im bloodie sick.
temperature at 38.7 degrees this afternoon.
and i slpt the entire day away. -snores-
yawns. forget it.
i dun feel lyk blogging. (:

footprints in the sand Monday, February 09, 2004

storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
but I love you until the end of time

sounds too nice. (:

footprints in the sand Sunday, February 08, 2004

jus watched pirates of the carribean. again. ahahas. (:
ooh. today cat class was really great.
we had a l i s s seminar thg.
it was very inspiring.
and suddenly after the entire thg we all felt so loved!!!
-squeals- (:
the poor 12 yr old boy who got knocked down by the taxi lives in the estate.
we saw the house with the wake.
and he got knocked over at the bus-stops i normally stop at.
suddenly i realised how dangerous that road can be.
cos its a 3-way car thg.
feel really sad for the family.
god bless.

footprints in the sand

I miss those days and I miss those ways
When I got lost in fantasies
In a cartoon land of mysteries
In a place you won't grow old in a place you wont feel cold

innocent eyes
For the little girl inside who wont just hide

footprints in the sand Saturday, February 07, 2004

mr lee's a bitch. sucks.
he called me the other day. said that art club wld be split into upper sec and lower sec
for this wk. and lower sec to go for cca on thu.
to clean up the archive. -pukes-
and he wanted the exco to supervise the thg.
on both days. crap. he cant handle 20 students on his own.
then the exco went. but we gave him qt a lousy attitude and he talked.
and he nagged. waste of good time. when i cld have been studying for georg and chinese.
and guessed what we did that day?
we organised the books and magazines. o.-
again
gross. went home feeling mad. )x
today thank god
we didnt haf cca. cheers//
theres a new harry potter clue discovered.
its too exciting.
major subplot. gosh. -faints-
anyone interested just come ask me.
too lazy to type it out.
and im having a weird feeling in my stomach.
i tink its the crap. -dies- (:

footprints in the sand Friday, February 06, 2004

today is crap.
went to school with only 2 hours of slp. 0.o
i suffered frm insomnia last night. sucked.
was drifting in and out of consciousness the entire night.
and generally the day was alright.
tedious. tiring. but i made it through.
and the crap came aft school.
yes i've been bugging wong for the paper
and yes i want i back desprately.
but it turned out to be shit.
i did the exam paper 3 times. 3 frigging times.
and i got a crap shit 54/95. a C5
i expected at least a B4.
and as i predicted pam got 91. and she topped the class.
good for her.
im glad really.
but i still feel lyk crap. i honestly wonder where all my brains went to.
yeas. i'm relieved that i passed. that i wont have to drop.
but the disappointment is great.
especially if you put in an entire month of effort into a silly paper.
and so i resigned to fate and went home.
in the worst of all moods.
and in the stupid bus. -curses-
some assholes frm some stupid school was screaming at the back.
like uncivilized little brats.
screaming chi b*i the entire time.
they've a problem with girls? -rolls eyes-
acting like some young kid that just learnt a new word.
and they continued yelling about some girl.
i cldnt even be bothered to listen though i was bored to death.
even though they might just be possibly screaming at me.
since i caught a nasty sneer as i went down the stairs.
i dont even care.
they were just plain disturbing my peace and quiet.
when i was trying to rest. -yawns-
felt like screaming u blardie ass holes. shut your trap.
and give them a good kick each so i can get back to my nap.
there're many kinds of bastards.
in my opinion. the worse kind are the uncivilied ones that just enjoy using foul language that pollute the air.
-irritated-
i shall go catch a nap. somethg i've been waiting to do since last night. 0130 am.
yawns again. (:

footprints in the sand Tuesday, February 03, 2004