insecurities of a starfish

im really starting to cherish those days i could just sleep away
or spent being a couch potato and slack
town felt really great yesterday
maybe it was just the thought of no prelims!
or maybe it was the company
: D
jepenga !!

So life’s a song that I must sing
A gift of love I must share
And when I see the joy it brings
My spirits soar through the air

footprints in the sand Wednesday, September 29, 2004

it seems like everyone's going through a rough time
be it studies stress heartbreaks
so many people are stuck in the vicious pot of misery
maybe its infectious

sometimes you wonder why tears and sorrow ever came into the world
why couldnt we all always live in joy?
but would the laughter be as sweet without the frowns..

when you wish upon a star
your dreams can take you very far

footprints in the sand Sunday, September 26, 2004

be careful of what you wish for
or else you might just get it.
i regret ~~wishing~~ no
just thinking /:
now my minds all mixed up
like someone squished me into a bottle
and let it roll down a hill
so everything's simply falling out of my ears
just great

footprints in the sand Monday, September 20, 2004

one mentally and physically exhausting week
over!!
the weekends going to feel good
it means i can slack without feeling guilty
-beams-
oooh lalala.
im very proud to say
that i managed to do the amaths papers
yay!!!
i think this years amaths papers were fair
and good enough
cant ask for more seeing that its prelims.
but chemistry papers were disgusting.
revolting!!!
bahhhh.
cant be bothered!!!!
im free free free
or at least for tonight
-gibbish-

That the twisting kaleidoscope
Moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason
To the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager
Beats in time with yours

footprints in the sand Friday, September 17, 2004

im totally going insane.
i'll be happily eating my dinner or something
and suddenly get hit by a panic attack
and start going on about how many more days to prelims.
i'm keeping my brain firmly locked
dont want to even THINK about when its coming
-shivers-
its like someone opened the door
and all the sunlight comes pouring in
that i suddenly realise that yes its coming.
uh oh.

i can see it in the stars across the sky
dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
now I finally realize
you see i've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
and finally yeah
i believe

footprints in the sand Friday, September 10, 2004

Grains of sand slip through your hands
Never ceasing time
Fold your hands in silent prayer
Eternal peace you'll find

okay. im sorry.
i havent been updating
its just that i dont know what to say.
and ive been trying to study. trying.
so yeah. put up with me
until i find myself overwhealmed with emotions
then maybe i'll blog more often. (:

footprints in the sand Monday, September 06, 2004

walked around school a bit with valen yesterday.
it was painfully sweet.
we were looking down at the field
and the sec1 classrooms
and appreciated how great the art room is
we were going on and on about the times in the school
it somehow felt like the last day of everything
when school starts again
we're going to have exams after exams
and going straight home after school
after prelims
there will be the big o word.
no more time for us to sit around on our asses
just laughing away
i think leaving st nicks would be pure torture
somehow
ive grown so fond of the whole place
and unfortunately its only after 10 years that ive realised how much it means to be there
its not life without school?
something like that.

footprints in the sand Saturday, September 04, 2004

disappointed.
i could have done better
i feel that im extremely stupid
why didnt i think before starting
i expected much more of myself
but i guess its a lesson
a painful one
but necessary to make me see
that sometimes its really better if i thought carefully
/:

I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme

footprints in the sand

drew up a prelim timetable
im really starting to feel the pressure now
and my art prelim's on saturday
sad to say ive barely started.

the teacher's day celebration was rather enjoyable
the class was going mad
we were screaming along to the music
[steffi was swaying]
it feels real good to be there and a part of everything (:

dreaming of a could-be

footprints in the sand Wednesday, September 01, 2004