01] she hurts: deep down where no one sees
02] she loves: being free
03] she hates: to be hated
04] she cries: cos she has nothing to be glad about
05] she fears: that she'll let herself down
06] she hopes: to feel the love
07] she saddens: at the killing and destruction
08] she feels alone: late at night
09] she kills: herself silently
10] she talks: to feel her own presence
11] she listens: to the echoes
12] she breaks: down
13] she sees: hoplessness ahead
14] she smells: nothing
15] she tastes: the blood from her lips
16] she works: to prove herself
17] she remembers: happier times
18] she holds: on to a thin thread oh hope
19] she hides: in an empty shell
20] she prays: that she will be freed
21] she walks: upon the dirt of the earth
22] she drives: herself to go on
23] she reads: about industralisation
24] she burns: and crashes
25] she breathes: in the scent of decay
26] she plays: with her pencils
27] she misses: the feeling of being happy
28] she touches: cold metal
29] she learns: mathematics
30] she feels: trapped
31] she knows: that she will live through it
32] she said: that she's a bitch
33] she dreams: of her pain
34] she has: tried
35] she wants: to smell salty air
36] she falls: into an endless dark pit
37] she waits: for salvation
38] she needs: to live her life
39] she lives: cos she has food, air and water
40] she wishes: for that bright star
41] she wakes: and finds herself still sleeping
42] she sleeps: to escape from the darkness
43] she looks: forward to day when it'll all be over
i think god missed me out when he made everyone else beautiful
