my blog entry died
cos the window bindow closed ):

i clocked 14.47 for 2.4!
yay (:
hahahs not superb or anythg
but its my personal best!
so cool :D
of cos having doggie overlap me once
and dipsy, horse and octopus twice?!
didnt really help
but ah welll
seeing them run fast fast
spurred me on to run quicker!
so it wasnt too bad (:

ah im finally going to have this wkend
FREE!
no need to hurry through piles of work
or like mug my ass off for tests
only chinese test next week
and its on tuesday! (:
im contemplating going back for sn sports day
thinking

when youre being the you i know

footprints in the sand
Thursday, April 28, 2005



the fourdee gathering was fantabulous!
less than half the entire class went
but there was just that something
that made me feel really comforted and
at ease with the people
there was just something about the
presence of those people
and made everything fit into place perfectly
cos yesterday night
we were people of the past
living the present
its like we are all the same
everyone had the same roles to play
yet there was this new thing
a new level of maturity in the air
so we gossiped over beehoon
and more chicken
and of cos BROWNIES! (:
not forgetting the photo shots
i think we took half an hour worth of shots!

pam had an early birthday surprise!
ahhahas (:
too bad you came to the door too quick :D
the fatiness of the cream on the cake /:

footprints in the sand
Sunday, April 24, 2005



ive officially been dubbed
beastmaster
by my animals
ah well
and im the self-proclaimed
grandstander
gaaah
just some randomness
to keep the blog alive (:

footprints in the sand
Friday, April 22, 2005



i think im suffering from
terrible bouts of
non existence pms
like RAAH.
go away
i dont like feeling grumpy

i had my first ever
writting econs test
and it sucks
im damn screwed
for the six mark question
i just cldnt think of what to write
i cld only think abt mass pe after that
and hoped it'll be cloudy
ahahs.
crap-ness

the chocolate banana mousse cake thing was sinful
yummy though
too yummy (:
but im happy
cos i lost a kg from yesterday
for no apparent reason
according to jl
its one kg of sweat
doesnt matter
it makes me pleased
but i shrank too!
like DAMNED WTH/:

no offence to anybody
but i dont get emotional satisfaction frm my class
unfortunate lahh
i suddenly miss diligence days.

and along with everything else
im feeling a sudden little tinge of regret
but no its going to get kicked out soon
sigh
i dont know what im feeling lahh

What is the force that binds the stars
I wore this mask to hide my scars
What is the power that pulls the tide
I never could find a place to hide

footprints in the sand
Thursday, April 21, 2005



Love is like a butterfly .
The more you chase it ,
the more it eludes you.
But if you just let it fly,
it will come to you when you least expect it.
Love can make you happy but often it hurts ,
but love's only special
when you give it to someone
who is really worth it.
So take your time
and choose the best.

Love isn't about becoming
somebody else's "perfect person."
It's about finding someone
who helps you become the
best person you can be.

Never say "I love you"
if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings
if they aren't there.
Never touch a life
if you mean to break a heart .
Never look in the eye
when all you do is lie.
The cruelest thing a guy
can do to a girl is to let her fall in love
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall

Heartbreaks last as long as you want
and cut as deep as you allow them to go.
The challenge is not
how to survive heartbreaks
but to learn from them .

How to be in love:
Fall but don't stumble,
be consistent but not too persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
and get hurt but never keep the pain.

It breaks your heart to see
the one you love happy with someone else
but it's more painful to know that
the one you love is unhappy with you.

Love hurts when you
break up with someone.
It hurts even more when someone
breaks up with you.
But love hurts the most
when the person you love
has no idea how you feel.

some inspiring words
for those i know who
need that extra booster
in this point of their lives.
but dont worry
cos god has his own plans
for you (:

footprints in the sand
Monday, April 18, 2005



im suffering frm major brain damage
thats the result of trying to cram
4 lectures worth of notes into your head
over a single weekend
now im thinking
its only 4 lectures,
what i have to study for a levels
is possibly like way more than 40 lects
hmmms
HMMMS
HMMMS
this is the part where i say
im so screwed /:
sulks -

It’s just another heartache on my list

footprints in the sand
Sunday, April 17, 2005



boys are dumb
this is the conclusion
that cheryl and i got to
after a long long chat
amazing how so many words
can simply be summarised into 3 words
ahahs. the main word being dumb

no offence to all those guys out there
but its just from a girl view
and thats what we think
but dumbness can be adorable okay
so dont feel insulted (:
anyway i wld have expected
everyone to know that already
since its like an internationally known thing

I hear our song;
it keeps playing on the radio
you're on my mind,
I can't let you go
I'm all alone
and I just want you to hold
please take my hand.
never let me go

-ransom letter!!

footprints in the sand
Saturday, April 16, 2005



these words
theyre liking messing about
with my brain
confusing me
raah.
no good!
no good at all
why must things be so complexed!
what happened to the simplicity
and honest displays of all you had to say
just quit leaving me hanging in mid air
alright -

footprints in the sand
Thursday, April 14, 2005



liying suggested we go
on a star shopping spree
now that would be fun wouldnt it!
ahahs.
brilliant idea
wonder why ive never thought
of it before! (:

my dog is playing catch with itself
i think.
weird dog lah
ahahs.
i love my doggie still! :D

footprints in the sand
Monday, April 11, 2005



pam: i found a word to describe you tocks...
me: what
pam: loquacious
pam: hahaha totally you
me: ooh funky
me: dictionary!
checks online dictionary
pam: haahahahahaha
me: i stoned at the screen
loquacious ; adjective FORMAL
describes someone who talks a lot

footprints in the sand
Sunday, April 10, 2005



and it felt like you were talking to me
though it didnt make sense at all

oh and all the false hope it brings

footprints in the sand
Saturday, April 09, 2005



ive sent my phone for fixing
which means its coming back
in a couple of days
which means that im going to
have to return my mum's phone
which i happen to be falling in love with
raah
trying to persuade her to change
her phone with me
since she has no need for camera
and since i like it so much
but shes being stubborn and mean
to her dear dear daughter
hrmpf.
im going to act like a spoiled kid
and try to persuade her to be nice! :D

but i dont like to see the sky painted gray

footprints in the sand



Never shall reply
From this second story window
I can hear the church bells
calling out my name
This table is set for one
Even angels would be homesick
In this forsaken town
On random notes of parchment
I’m scrawling my existence
Dressed in white
This candle radiates
throughout the night
And it’s never burning out

footprints in the sand
Friday, April 08, 2005



the grandstand does not
provide sufficient shelter
this is seen through
fact that my maths homework
is all soggy and smudged
and that my metal baby collected water
my calculator was giving out watervapour
and erm my bag was dripping wet
oh well
but we had fun hiding in the corner
and outta the rain
didnt we feli (:

ahahs. its amazing
how much comfort and joy
being at the grandstand can bring eh
and not to mention FUN
i went there like 3 times today
once when i was sad
after talking to some people
i got cheered up
once with a rather good mood
went there got bored
completed work
and after that i got cheered up
and happier (:
things are good! :D

for the sudden rush of blood
the pounding of hearts
the sweet longing deep inside
and the craving for joy
we suffer

footprints in the sand
Wednesday, April 06, 2005



ive always wanted to post about this
but i keep forgetting
as of friday first april 2005
my pinafore has retired
after 10 years of dedicated service
it has finally been given rest
and the position of my uniform
has officially been taken over by
the cj uniform
okay. thats all i wanted to say
hahahs (:

footprints in the sand
Monday, April 04, 2005



tocks is down
and then tocks is up again
emotional rollercoaster ride
i dont know if i should be
feeling happy or sad
good or bad
like RAAH
so due to this terrible confusion
tocks is sad ):

footprints in the sand
Sunday, April 03, 2005



ok today is a great day :)
a riddle : What do u call a bending clock
ans: WAN tock

erm. posted by vincent
the yellow duckie

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Saturday, April 02, 2005




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